CHAPTER ONE
(Excerpt)
Morning sunlight streamed in through
the big, cathedral windows. Twenty mental retards were at play on the smooth,
polished floor. Some were laying wood blocks end to end. I watched one,
a bald mid-dle-aged imbecile with tufts of gray hair sprouting just above
his ear-lobes, and thought that, given a perpetual supply of those faceless
cubes, he would lay them from here to the end of the universe and back,
forming a great, perfect ellipse. His concentration was complete, his determination
unshakable. Each day he performed the same ritual--or was it actually an
infantile experiment? Only the attendant, a bruiser well over six feet,
could break his fascination, and not without a fight.
It was mid-morning. Playtime
would continue for another hour. I looked out through the clear polysilicate
wall. It was full spring on Earth. When I last left my home planet, it
was deep in the grip of a northern winter, the capital of the New Worlds
Confederacy blanketed beneath ten inches of snow. The big outer-planet
shuttles were being diverted to landing fields further south. The President
was vacationing in Jamaica.
Since my return I had spent
a good part of my time watching the small buds of a sycamore tree slowly
open. Imprisoned as I was, I became a connoisseur of the crocus and the
hyacinth. What else could I do? Branded as mentally defective by a government
I had spent ten years serving--for the most part in capacities such as
Waste Control Inspector for the Jovan moon system--now I was condemned
to spend the rest of my days in a state hospital. Was this the thanks I
got for my long years of service, not to mention the final, nearly fatal
mission that ultimately landed me in this sorry mess?
As I scanned a clump of lilacs
near the small park adjoining the hospi-tal grounds, I realized what a
mistake I had made in reporting my fate-ful discovery directly to a politician.
I should have gone first to my immediate superior in the Division for Colonial
Affairs, let him spring it on his own boss, and him on his, until word
reached the President through ordinary official channels. That way I would
have spared my-self the humiliation of being diagnosed a fool (how could
I know my speech would sound like gobbledygook after several days of hyper-photic
travel?) and perhaps have saved the solar system as well from a cataclysmic
fate. The President might be able to silence one junior-grade civil servant,
but he could hardly keep under wraps a piece of news an entire governmental
department had been exposed to. Marshall Lynch had been a boyhood hero
of mine, along with millions of other youths. He was also my ultimate superior
as President of the New Worlds Confederacy. I would have laughed at, then
probably slugged, anyone who maligned the man, until the day he had me
thrown into this booby hatch for telling him that the end of the world,
our entire solar system, was at hand.
The gray-haired moron had reached
the wall and was beginning a sec-ond line of blocks, keeping them strictly
parallel with the first. Drool had accumulated on his bottom lip. His baggy
pants were half off. He looked like any two-year-old cutting a back molar.
Only the regularity of the lines he was constructing suggested a more mature,
however twisted, intelligence.
He never invited me to join
his game. But he seemed to know I took a special interest in it. When his
daily project approached my usual post near the window, his eye would catch
my own and a flicker of some-thing--was it cunning?--came alive there.
In his childish mind perhaps he saw me as an accomplice. He might even
be hoping to make me his playmate, as others had tried to do when I was
first placed on the ward. A gang of retarded adults can be every bit as
impetuous as the infants they emulate. It was boredom with my unfertile
adult imagination that finally caused them to leave me in peace. If I had
had to defend myself from their collective will, I would have been mincemeat
by now.
I sized him up for a possible
confrontation. Unlike most of his mental contemporaries, he was a lightweight.
I could take him with one hand behind my back.
His line, until now strictly
parallel to the one already stretching from one end of the ward to the
other, veered off radically as it came near where I was standing. He added
more blocks in a seemingly haphazard way, causing the line to zig and zag.
I watched, wondering if something in his brain had gone haywire.
The pattern now stretched almost
to the window. For a moment I thought he would continue on until the thick
polysilicate wall stopped him. But then the line of blocks abruptly came
to a halt and, after a quick furtive look over his shoulder he returned
to the middle of the pattern. Hurriedly, he extended the lines between
two points of the zig-zag, forming an imperfect parallelogram. Then he
added several blocks to one corner of the figure, making a small triangle.
If you mentally erased the
blocks between the points of the pattern, the figure looked like a molecular
diagram or even a constellation. First I tried to fit it into the shape
of an atomic structure. It came close to the configuration of some carbonates
I once had to sketch for a chemistry class, but it was too loose a pattern
to make anything definite out of it.
Next I matched it with the
constellations visible from the northern hemisphere. Here I was on more
familiar territory. I was no astrono-mer, but any spacedog knows the constellations.
Stars are to him what channels and sandbars are to a river pilot. I started
with Ursa Major and worked my way south. None of them quite fit.
I continued across the ecliptic
into the southern hemisphere. The game was getting tedious. I didn't really
expect to find a set of stars to match the imbecile's block figure. Still,
did I have anything better to do? Sadly, this was the best mental stimulation
I had had for several days.
I worked my way to the Southern
Cross without success. I was run-ning out of stars. It was almost snack
time and, childish as it seemed, I looked forward to my cookies and milk
as much as any of my impaired brethren. But thanks to my long years of
academic training, I was also determined to solve the conundrum on the
floor in front of me. I passed quickly through Libra and Scorpius, heading
towards Ophiuchus at the very tip of the southern hemisphere. Then
something made me pause and retrace my route in the direction of the Southern
Cross. Was I mis-taken, or did that lopsided parallelogram and the triangular
cluster of blocks at one of its points look like...? |
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